Interesting day today...last night I played some, like 500 hands or so and went down $500. mostly lost to friggin coolers to the biggest lag at ub by the name of 'godshammgod' it's all good tho since for the most part i got all my money in as a pretty big fav...1 hand he floats with with Ad7d on a Qh Th 3d board while I had AQ. turns a diamond K n i check n he pushes. i tank for awhile and made the correct call only to see a diamond fall on the river and a $450 pot shipped his way while he says "thanks." what a fukin sweet feeling, sigh oh well

so i woke up today and played pretty hardcore after breakfast. did very poorly to start off by missing my big draws, 2 overs + flush draw etc and gettin KK twice in the first 50 hands or so and stacked off both times. AA stacked twice and AK pf all in lose to JJ etc. standard stuff, immeidately down 1k. for some reason tho, I did not panic, i'm not sure why. i guess its cuz some of these hands i'm just bound to lose and i really see ppl making mistakes and i've been gettin it in with the best of it. i wasn't tiltin or nothing. i just kept telling myself i gota be able to take swings like this if i wana be big dawg n not let it bother my play....so yeah i just grinded away pretty hardcore. at the worst point i was down $1600, but at the end of my morning session i was only down $250. i managed to put in 2.2k hands lol

did another session in the afternoon. played alright and caught some hands. This guy called 2 of my barrels on the flop and turn with bottom pair and trips up on the river. I check, tanked and called his shove and lost $350 in that one hand. it wasn't a good call, but that guy played the hand very very poorly imo calling 2 barrels with bottom pair in a 3 betted pot. I was gettin tired towards the end so i called it early. ended up the day totaling 3.3k hands and made just under $700. pretty good. and guess how much rake i paid, $410 LOL thats' like $130 in rakeback alone.

for the most part i'm glad my mentality is back to where it was. i have a hard time concentrating while i'm in taiwan. i tend to focus much better palying here. and i have nothign to do so i do long long sessions. 3.3k hands today was long, but it wasn't anything i couldn't handle. I think 100k hands a month is pretty doable. 80k i can def do. ima shoot for that because if i can just play ok poker and win 3ptbb/100 at 1-2, i can make $9600 in a month not couting rb and bonuses lol.

SH u needa stop playing video games and get ur grind on. I just put in like 4 days worth of hands for u in 1 day